I never sit and look back at the choices I've made and reflect.
This year I'm trying to do that, trying to figure what it is in my head I want. Quite frankly I don't know what it is that I want, everyone has mixed feelings about what I should do.
It is anyones choice but mine, I cant let myself be swayed by what people think and say.
Go with your head and your heart combined.
This year is already bring enough crazy and many turns and twists.
The end of the day you have to be an adult about your life choices and stick with what you're doing.
Except I don't know what I'm doing, I feel like I'm just aimlessly walking through life, not really choosing a path, just letting my feet guide me.
I could never estimate or predict that this is where I would be this time last year.
It's crazy someone asked me the question just a few days ago about where I want to be in 3/4 years, and I mentioned that I want to be with the one.
I don't want anymore crazy flings or quick hookups, I want to care for someone. For them to be my all within love. However I don't feel like I would be like this if I didn't have so many around me who are settling down, enjoying the quiet moments with someone they cherish.
I say I want to be with the one, but I don't know who that is. I have my thoughts about who I want to be, I could see myself building a life with her, having take out food, watching TV on a Sunday.
My heart is sort of weirdly happily aching at the moment.
I feel like I'm in a great place, I'm happy, content with life. I've started working a lot, I have plans most of days for the next two/three weeks. I actually have started using my diary for meeting friends, and dinner/drinks with people I adore.
Where on earth am I going, aimlessly walking, but please let it be in the right direction.
This year I'm trying to do that, trying to figure what it is in my head I want. Quite frankly I don't know what it is that I want, everyone has mixed feelings about what I should do.
It is anyones choice but mine, I cant let myself be swayed by what people think and say.
Go with your head and your heart combined.
This year is already bring enough crazy and many turns and twists.
The end of the day you have to be an adult about your life choices and stick with what you're doing.
Except I don't know what I'm doing, I feel like I'm just aimlessly walking through life, not really choosing a path, just letting my feet guide me.
I could never estimate or predict that this is where I would be this time last year.
It's crazy someone asked me the question just a few days ago about where I want to be in 3/4 years, and I mentioned that I want to be with the one.
I don't want anymore crazy flings or quick hookups, I want to care for someone. For them to be my all within love. However I don't feel like I would be like this if I didn't have so many around me who are settling down, enjoying the quiet moments with someone they cherish.
I say I want to be with the one, but I don't know who that is. I have my thoughts about who I want to be, I could see myself building a life with her, having take out food, watching TV on a Sunday.
My heart is sort of weirdly happily aching at the moment.
I feel like I'm in a great place, I'm happy, content with life. I've started working a lot, I have plans most of days for the next two/three weeks. I actually have started using my diary for meeting friends, and dinner/drinks with people I adore.
Where on earth am I going, aimlessly walking, but please let it be in the right direction.
