Skater Girl!

So my friends bf has a half pipe in his back garden that he built himself cheeky...and me being half drunk and think im amazing at skateboarding thought fuck it im gonna drop in...i didnt even know what that was twenty minutes before haha...well im a bit epic with a board, i did a tiny tiny ollie too tehe but when i dropped in i feel and banged me head leaving me with a headache :(

PICTURES

Getting ready (:

Stacking it!

Ollie...well the fail.

Wishful thinking!?

If i thought for even a minute she might remember everything she said to me tonight, there would be no doubt. But she was drunk, and i was on my way out of being drunk so i was sober, ill remember it all and I'm trying to figure out if that's a good thing or bad...i never write what i actually feel, but now i am.

Tonight i heard the words i love you and fallen in love with you, I've not heard those words face to face before and my eyes sparkled and my whole body tingled, i just hope its true if not then well, well i dunno right now but hmm....

Im the kind of drunk that mood chages all night, im happy, pissed off, moody, sad, Ecstatic, moody, sad, annoyed, soppy, stroppy...it is infact why i dont get drunk with people i dont know, they get the wrong impression cause i also talk a LOT! of shit aha...!!

Ugh.

i have this deep umph, umph, umph, umph in my head and this fuzzy noise, its giving me a headache and i have work in the morrow, this shall be fun aha :/

Dont lose it.

Stay focused on those dreams in your hands however far away or far fetched they may seem for tidy are yours and the power to dream holes the power to be free. Love your life not just for the smiles but for the tears it brings the very bones of the beings we are. Love each moment with the people you connect with for they too are in the very same slip stream of life.

Buffday weekend

Sooo...i had a party Saturday...epic, some people got a little too drunk and some just jolly, but all in all i think it turned out to be a successful night a few bumps along the way but they got smoothed out :) and surprisingly i awoke the next day to be fine, not even the slightest hangover which was great! considering how much i drunk.

On the Sunday it was my actual birthday and i worked in the morning, which actually wasn't bad at all, and tbh work on the Sunday is never hard as most of the work is done Saturday so it just making beds cleaning toilets and sinks and hoovering when there's four of you for three hours you get it done quicker than you think, i then came home chilled at home for a bit, and then went out to harvester not bad not bad at all, but where we go there so often its starting to become a little boring not gonna lie. but we then chipped off went out :)

I enjoyed my birthday, thank you to everyone who came and wished me a happy birthday means a lot :) x

Need to make plans!

Ive either forgotten my plans for tomorrow or i haven't got any but i need to make some VERY soon! or i will just sit and waist my day all day tomo, really not up for that :(

Truth. Can you take it.

You were right, you are my dream girl.

Come to

My evening has actually come to me making a play list of my most depressing songs to help me fall asleep and let it all out.

Jhoughts Tust

Some see this and some see fire, burning up in all hell and desire, some find it smooth and others find it rough, but for each person a different view, all boiling down to one thing only, one deep rich descending style, that no one can easily portray, so many version but never right, try how i feel and promise more than denial. Each different escape being blocked out and hosed down, no where to go locked up in piles, each hand keep drifting away, drowning in my own world...same hand keeps coming back and going, telling me to take, but do i...do i take yours, and take this wall from my face, leaving me all out and no protection do i give in and let you see me, or do i keep us this fire, this wall, this barrier...one last scream and ill be gone no further.

New Subject.

So a while back someone told me to write on my blog about a topic not just everyday bull crap...and i couldn't really figure out what i wanna write about...but i think i may just have got something i can write about...stay tuned fishes :)

More...

So it seems everything from the past is about to happen again...threats phone calls, erg we got past this why again! First time i really cried in ages today!! I'm sick to death of this family, completely wash my hands with all of you! Only this household from now on...sick to death!!

EEK!

I'm overly excited for my party Saturday, was writing a list of songs that have to be played, ahh to excited!! <3

Ha!

The other day, i started to think about my family (not my immediate family) and think about everything that's happened and forgot why i hated them so much. Okay they did a lot of bad but because it was so long ago i guess i kind of forgot. Today it really showed why, cause there a load selfish two faced arrogant arseholes, and all the feelings i have from them came back argh, don't even associate you as family!

Muma Side...

So the other day another friend of mine left a post about her relatives and we had a chat about them. This made me want to ask my parents about mine, i only ended up asking my mum my dads been a bit busy at the moment but when i asked her she pretty much said nothing, apparently there's not a lot on my mums side.

My grandfathers side were French and that's about it and that's where my mums maiden name Mussard comes from and my grandmothers side are just all Jews (tada)

But then she started to tell me about my Grandfather...I always knew he was a safe cracker and she told me this again she then told me that he used to dispose of bodies for the Richardsons, they would put them in the bins and he would get rid. That's all.

Ive yet to ask my dad because my mum was telling me there used to be a famous shop that my dads relatives owned in London somewhere.

Also somewhere i my family i have a line of circus performers :)

So..

My last blog was about how my friend wrote about me so im literally just putting a quote of something that she wrote to you all then go to the posts below and go on her page!

If you want to do something just DO IT! If you want to kiss someone just kiss them! Otherwise you'll spend time regreting what would have happened and what could have been.... See what's important to you. You can play it safe and go through life without risks or you can go for it and maybe, just maybe, you get everything. Something to think about.

I Love what she wrote here!

My first dedication :D

Today i signed on here just casual...to see that there was a post that said "This one's for Titfanny" one of my friends had actually made a post about me, i smiled an unbelievable amount when i saw it...i love reading her blog anyway, and I'm constantly checking to see if she has new stuff, and to then see that her latest post was about me...tehe i was over the moon :)

http://amoreinogniforma.blogspot.com/

^^^^

Check this Girl out her names Rebecca shes gorgeous, and the stuff she writes is true and good!

<3

Im Flying High like a Balloon

On Tuesday which was yesterday I met up with two of my college girls from PA Marika and Hannah (King) they picked me up about half 1 Ish id say and we went off to hampden park, (Marika just got a new puppy only twelve weeks old...awhhhh!) This puppy is so cute and on the way there i got to hold him and at first he growled at me then we became the best of friends (Y) any who we got bored of hampden park so wanted to go town first i went home got some money and then we went out, but instead of going town we just got drinks Marika got a Fruit iced tea and me an iced Caramel Latte Hannah didn't want anything. 

We walked down on to the beach and as we were on our way Hannah was like guys omg...The Puppy Has Peed On ME!! we all cracked up and people were constantly awwing the puppy. 

We were at the beach a while and trussell rang me asking what i was doing and do i wanna meet him and sam i told them to come to the beach...they came and were there for a maxium 10 mins and the seagulls kept coming near us so i was like just do this *threw a stone* and conk hit the seagull it started spazziming and couldnt get up its head was on the floor and it was flapping its wings, everyone all over the beach were looking at me and i was like OMG what have i done, we got up and got away quickly...they then all called me the seagull killer :( Hannah and Marika were gonna go home so we departed. 

Me Alex and Sam however went back and the seagull was just standing there and there was a student next to it nudging it with its foot and it wasnt moving :( so they pissed off but just sat and watched it and we went over...ALEX STROKED A SEAGULL!! EWW!! in end someone went like ran towards it and it flew away jeffery the Seagull is fine!

THEN, me alex and sam just drove about and went Mc Dons with which we saw Still and Buckland and we chilled for a bit then they aborted home...then sam got an idea to buy lots of balloons and let them out as were going along...so he bought a 100 balloons and we blew them all up and they filled like the back, it was so comfortable for me we then went along with the windows open and chucked loads out people were running to get them! was too funny

We went to a car park let them all out and run them over it sounded like gun shot ad was so much fun.

I realise i rabeted on but it was funny :)

Uh-Oh

So i had a read down of a bit of my blog...not all of it cause have you seen how many post i have...yeah don't think so! anyhow i was just casually reading and man oh man i have so much depressing posts...erg if someone was reading this who didn't know me would be sure I'm either bi-polar :| or a loopy loo....well maybe the last one a tad but man i really need to stop writing everything...there is a limit haha!! MEH :D

Magic if?

If ifs And ands were pots and pans id be a millionaire" - a quote from my great nanny <3

So many If's right now...

• If I acted different that night, would there be something?
• If I de-activate fb will it delete my photos?
• If I move away will I be forgotten?
• If I stop contacting people will they start contacting me?
• If I wasnt me who would I be?
• If I didnt do one stupid thing, would there still be a them?
• If I went away would I be missed?
• If I didnt cut my hair short, how long would it be?
• If I deleted my blog how many people would actually care?
• If I wanted to go, would anyone come with me?

Right now i dont know if i can get these answered maybe some of the factual ones like the fb one but i dunno, the others are unanswered
Night readers?

Trying

Really need to get out of Eastbourne for a while. just for two days at least, just something, leave my phone at home and just get away from everything and everyone.

Know how to make a girl feel so great! charmer!

Not like I'm already overly self conscious of my body and me and every single inch of me! but you have to make it better but calling me every nasty name under the sun...not things like bitch or twat but things that are actually hurtful...and the likeliness of you reading this is very high but i don't care, your going to still call me it and I'm still going to take it and put on a brave smile like i do every single day at the moment

Bye happy tiff was good seeing you for a while.

I knew it would happen

Too good to be fucking true...ARGH. i don't understand why i put my faith in people, when I'm constantly getting let down...leave me alone, prick. That was the last time i trusted you!

Too Far

I don't mind being the piss taken out of me, i can take abuse or banter or whatever it is but recently people have been taking it a bit too far for my comfort zone...and its actually been bringing me down, i don't mind people doing it, its when its everyone I'm with saying the same things over and over and over, meh. I let people walk over me to much, need to grow a pair.

I constantly feel like people are laughing about me behind my back, i guess I'm just self conscious.

Muller...

Don't ask about the name of this post but i just ate a Muller yogurt...do you lick the lid of life ;) tehehe

Today at work it was more intense than last week theres three floors and on the top there about 30 rooms on the middle about 40 on the floor about 10 but you have all the common rooms like the kitchen living room and the laundry bit :) on the ground floor, well today a woman went to the top and did all the bedding, a diff woman went to the bottom and did them...i did the middle well about 20/25 rooms and theres a minimum of two beds in each room, mostly three...i was completely knackered after doing just 15...taking all sheets off and putting new ones...when we finished all the sheets we had a break :) yay, we then went on to proper cleaning i did middle floor bathrooms....EWWWWWW!!! this is a direct message to any boys who, if!? they read this...flush the toilet...pee in the toilet, not all over it or on the floor cheers :) although...this was a good part (they have guys about 18 up working there who are English and as i was cleaning one of the bathrooms -the staff one- a teacher well he wasn't a teacher he was only about 19 walked in and was like hey excuse me are you done was just wondering if i could take a shower...he was topless...I'm pretty surprised i didn't dribble!)

I'm now going for a really hot bubble bath, put some Adele on, put on a face mask and chill for a while maybe a candle or a few :)

tehe excitment...

Only today did i properly realise that I'm turning 17 next Sunday...I've said it loads and it never processed till about an hour ago with all this talk about my party :)

BAAAM

I'm backkk... last week i got a bit down and it seemed that everyday i was getting like this as soon as i went in my own little world id get a little depressed, well after being a tad depressed last night, it seemed to be the last of it i went to work in a good mood and was in a good mood all through that then finished and am STILL! in a good mood, so this is just me saying to people...woo I'm back I'm gonna be such a hyper bitch all the time again...well not all the time :) but mwaha

Get the hint.

if I don't reply and never have to your text fb mails my wall posts my phone calls, surely that's some sort of sign :|

hmmm

Really falling for this girl!

New House Mate

So my sisters friend Dani moved in to our house today, for a while :) I'm rather excited because shes well bubbly and talkative :) Danielle Cutcliffe welcome aha

Soonish?

9 - Party
10 - Birthday
Casual <3

Having an effect.

It sometimes gets to a certain time of the evening and i wind down and become in a bit of a meh mood...and write loads of deep depressing stuff...haha i wouldn't of been like this for another hour or so before i sleep but then you talk to me online and with just a five minute talk I'm completely lifted out of this meh mood and fine just causal...no one has this effect on me but you...

(Y)

I need a lift. something that brings me out of this trance...anything.

Why i wear it.

People wear hoodies for the simple reason of being cold...yeh again not me i wear hoodie yeh okay mostly because I'm cold but when I'm in the mood i am now its to get away. In a hoodie i feel protected and if i put the hood up i feel surrounded by warmth and that nothing can get me and right now...i feel to dizzy...

Fresh.

Sometimes i feel like moving somewhere and completly starting fresh...or go back and not do things ive done...a lot of people say i never regret anything it made me who i am...yeh not me, i already regret so much and im only 16 okay nearly 17 but whos counting, not me.

I need to get out of my body, i feel to caustophobic...i cant breathe and need to cry!

Right now i couldnt care who saw this...judge me if you think im weird...meh ceebs.

I refuse to explain myself.

Gotta love the friends!!

At the moment i have a lot of love for people they mean too much to me!

But right now its gotta be Ray Ray!

No matter what time if im upset i know i could text her and get a reply, even when im feeling the slightest bit down or upset or anything shes there either in person giving me a hug and a talk or through on the other side of the phone via text or talking...and just now on fb. She seems to amaze me as she never fails to put an almighty smile on my face!!

I said a while back id write a dedication blog for her and never got round to it...I should of wrote this a long time ago but didnt because im a lazy bitch!

Im just soo grateful to have a friend like Rachel O'Reilly

She makes me laugh cry and giggle like an ape and i love her for that. she hasnt just got an amazing personality but shes also gorgeous, her muma did a good job <3

Sorry.

I feel like such a bitch at the moment, like I'm being off with people, it is complete not on purpose and I really don't want to be, I'm just thinking about a lot of things at the moment and for some reason have had a bit of a confidence kick, but ill be bright as a blue day in a few days, so sorry if it feels I'm off with some people at the moment...I'm just being a bitch :D

ha ha

I know....

I'm being a pansy and i know it but i haven't been ill in ages and this sore throat feels like the death of me right now....why is it in the winter I'm fine but in the summer i always come down with something...not cool!

I'm also at the moment seem to of got really self conscious i don't know why or how but i just take too much to heart....i well need to liven up. fuck being ill! give me drugs (by this i mean prescribed ones...I'm not like that :D)

I wont feel so self concious when i have my hair done...i need a cut its become an actual mop!

Funny Things i forget to write about :)

So i always say omg this is so going on my blog later...and then forget well i remember a few :) so ima write them, people prob wont find it funny but i did and the other person do so :D

• I was roung lauras and she got out some chicken bites i ate a few...whilst eating one she was like your not a veggie are you, i was like clearly not im eating chicken she was like oh good haha...then got out these cheese and HAM! toastie...she was like well if you were you could eat these anyway...i just looked at her and was like ham is meat...she then replied is it....."10secs wait" Oh yehhh haha why did i say that! (she was under the infulence)
• Waking up round lauras on the settee and went we went to bed she said that her sister could wake us up as she has school in the morrow, so in the morning i just wake up automatically look around her living room and her sisters sitting on the end of the sette eating her cereal just looking at me we both laughed and i feel back to sleep :)
• He went ape...he went gorilla...he went monkey, hahahaha!! it was just a had to be there!
• On the coach to frankenstein i was sitting by alex and as usual me and him were being annoying lil bums to each other and i kepy swearing at him just with hand gestures but only my mid finger...the first time i did he licked it i was like ewwwalex! the second time he did it he put my finger in his mouth i was like ouch cause he was bitting the bottom and licking it...the third time i did it he grabbed my hand and put my whole hand in his mouth..i got scared so opened up my fist to an open hand then tried taking it out...it was obv stuck so i put it back in to a fist a bought it back out...i had teeth marks braces marks and salvia all over my hand! hes sucha tramp :)

I think that maybe it...for now mwahahahahaa :P

HARHAR

So tonight i had such a funny night...I got picked up about 6:30 and we went straight to harvester we each bought a £2:25 unlimited refill fizz pop drink....then all ordered a portion of chips and me and trussell ordered some garlic dough balls too :P

we then sat in there till about 11 we were the last people in there...it was too funny, I havent been with them enough lately and i missed then, i miss more people but it was just them tonight, its one of the funniest nights ever!! we took pictures with which i had a complete mug shot in...i debated on whether to upload to fb...i did just LOL!

Some more people joined us...three to be exact i then went out and meet Twat Wells, Buckaroo and Still Water....missed seeing someone though, yes im a kean bean :)

Argh...

Ive been happy for ages...and suddenly i become a depressive fucker!

im sure.

Right now i could sit in my corner and cry, im sure people are sick of hearing about my life...im sick of telling it. im boring.

Grow some....

I need to step up or I'm gonna be left behind in the gutter...cumonnn :)

Why do i never listen...

I got told something a while back...and its all falling into place, i should of listened and gone with there advice...:\

Curfew

So some nights I have a curfew of 11:30 and then some nights they just say come home when every one else goes home...they do realise im going to say every one went home later than they did so i can stay out longer :)

cheers sugah's

I know I shouldnt because they trust me, but really really :)

OH SHUT UP!!

So me and my brothers Gf Lou have this ongoing thing where we say babe at the end of every sentence and say OH Shut up all the time! yes were TOWIE freaks/fans and i haven't seen or spoken to her for so long, and we were sitting at the table and me and my mum were just saying OH Shut up back and forth with this happening i had to ring her just to say OH Shut up! i miss Charlie and Lou :( <3

Decided.

Okay I'm not going to delete my blog yet, I'm gonna give it some more time and after being convinced I'm now not going to grow my hair but what i am going to do is take the colour out, go back to my natural i miss my brunette :)

Up or Down

It seems life is a upward spirial staircase that we are always climbing to reach our peaking point, but how do we know when we get there...how do we not know that our peak isnt when were a young 15 year old boy or girl or a 32 year old...i guess we dont, is our peak when were born and were on a downwards spirial or when we die and weve always been working up.

Did you say...

18 Days....:)

Buzz...

I love being busy but then i also hate it because i dont book in time with my closest friends just loads of others...my planner is already looking a bit messy and for the next two weeks im doing something everyday, okay in all fairness there not an all day thing but im just gonna be so tired this summer...i dont want to work but i have too :(

I really! dont feel well today either :(

Decisions!?

So im undecided on a lot of things at the moment and its why ive recently been a little quiter than normal because ive been thinking a little too much but meh. Do i delete my blog? im not feeling the hype of it anymore and thats more of a yes than a no to deleting it, no one hardly reads it anyway and its just either me moaning (like now in a way) or me writing about my day theres nothing special on there, so people just waste time reading it.

Do i grow my hair, im complete 50/50 with it most of my friends want me to keep short as they prefer it, but i miss my long hair, okay i didnt do much with it but i can hardly do anything with this mop.

Im thinking of a lot more than this but i simply can not be bothered to write it all...plus i wouldnt want anyone to read it, these are thoughts in my head for a reason.

Noight.

Say Whattttt....

20 Days <3 

Just saying :)

Like mumma Like Daughter

I look like my mum today according to peoples ?

Deerfold center say what....Blooood Brothers ;)

So the singing teacher from college organised a over the summer singing thing, it started today...there was 5 of us...it was dead, we sung one song and then talked for a little while...

I'm going to see Blood Brothers tonight at the Congress Theatre...a weeny bit excited, SCRAP THAT, I'm well fucking excited, like running around...(i haven't been to the theatre in a little while, and i fleepen LOVE blood brothers!!) 

Don't think i get to see my Lil crew tonight though which is a tad annoying I've pretty much seen them everyday for a week apart from one night :) 

Enough said really.

Blood Brothers <3

BBQ, Drunks & Zombies!!

So Sunday was to an eventful night...just a tad haha!

I got up really quite early...8 to prepare the Sunday veg...i went straight back to bed for a few hours :D when i got up i was in a full good mood! i was so buzzing...i don't know why just was! i cleaned my room a little bit changed my sheets did some washing got showered and ready to go out again that evening...my mum and pa fucked off somewhere so had the music cranked up when getting ready always makes me a happy Bunnie!

I got picked up about 6:30 and went and picked up Matt then went and sat outside the Treacle Mine (i think that's what its called) we were sat out there for quite a while and all had one drink i was half way through my drink...went i saw a car pull up then a guy got out i looked very much like one of my best friends bf's but i could only see the back of him so i started to walk towards them just in case it was and as i did my bestie got out the car and her mum and the rest of the family out of another one...as soon as they clocked me they all were like TIFFFFF!!!! and her and her mum came running towards me with arms open wanting hugs, they were good hugs!! Then i said to her that i need to see her soon and tell her thingys :) and her mum was like oh oh, then i was like not know though cause your eating out with your family and her mums gf was like yeah tiff don't worry about us ;) haha made me lol! but they insisted and pulled me to a bench away from Matt Hannah and Alex so i told them a few things then said meet soon and ill fill in properly and then we arranged for Wednesday then i let them go in and have there food :)

Anyway me Alex Hannah and Matt then went off and picked up Court...We all then went off to the same beach as Saturday night...set out our BBQ and chilled i cooked :P and it was good haha! no really I'm quite an awesome bbqer (: anyhow we were there for quite a while then a couple were sat near us and set off a Chinese lantern and it took them ages but it finally went up :) it was really cute...then a bit later they did another one but it didn't go up it went in to the sea :( sad times!

Weren't sat there much longer a drunk came over... i found him highly amusing. we pissed off after that to a park in Brighton that they all love...It was good funny...well until they pretended to be zombies

(I have a massive phobia of zombies) i was just casually sitting there then Hannah pretend quickly i was like Hannah don't...then i got up and so did she then started pretending, before i knew it i was running and shouting screaming!! then i saw Court and Matt running towards me to pretending to be zombies i hid behind the fire truck and thought there gonna find me...so i looked under and was like i might be able to get under there, and again before i knew it i was army crawling under and shaking like a leaf, then they figured i was under there and they were trying to get under and i just sat there screaming...crying, scared shit less just as i went to get out Hannah came in and was like inch from my face, with which i just shrieked! Its safe to say that's the most I've been scared (people don't know he content of how scared i am of zombies..YES! i know there not real but everyone has there own fears and that's mine!)

We then saw some flashing blues so all jumped over the fence and back in to the car and followed but then just came home in the end...by this time i was shattered! nearly falling asleep, Matt then Court got dropped off and then i got dropped off at the Roundabout from like 10-5mins from my house...because it was to early for me to stroll in (4am) so i went to the park and sat there till 5:30 and decided i should go back before i fall asleep in the park as i could feel myself going, then just tapped on the window my dad let me in and was like morning...:) then straight to bed and have since not got out of bed apart from something to eat :)

Hope you had a good weekends bitches...i wanna hear all about it, WRITE! :P

<3

999...Alright Mate...and other shenanigans;)

Saturday - haha!

^is that enough said...Anyway on Saturday I went to go see my Nana (: we have such good little talks, gossiping and giggling i have so much fun when i sit with my nan shes such a lively character for an old lady, i do love her little old stories of when she was younger I've heard them a 100 times over but i could never get tired of them or her shes too awesome bless her <3

When i got home i went out  to the 999 thing down at the wish tower...with  Hannah Court Matt and of course Alex as he was in it! (999 is an event where they have all the emergency services doing demonstrations and have little stalls etc there's food a "fair" well a big slide.)

We watched a few demonstrations with riots shields police dogs some coastguard stuff etc :) and got stickers and then watched Alex put stickers on all the vehicles which he did very well at.

Then Hannah and Court started a game called Alright Mate...

Where you have to say alright mate to randoms, and you get points, i joined in and i think i drew with Court, i had such swagger whilst doing it :| i looked a boob but some people were so cute.

That night we went to the beach in Brighton and it was quite chilled, Hannah and Court went to go dip there feet in and i took some photos i got told too but i had shoes and socks so went to dip my finger and got splashed... then i got some drink poured down me so i poured some down Court before we knew it, theres basically a drink fight! i was soakeddd! and was sticky and stunk of pina colada/coconut so i went down to the sea to wack off my top because it was soaked through...then got persuaded to go in the sea but just up to my knees which i didn't mind i had knee shorts on anyway so i did, i then got pushed, so i grabbed Court and before i knew it we were belly deep!! both clothed...my hair was soaked and was freezing my tits off!! In a way it was really quite hot though...not in the "warm" context.

We came out of the sea, flipping soaking!

Then we had to get in the car wet, so we were both topless on the way back to Brighton, it was cold for a little while then it got quite warm and my body dried quickly...my clothes not so!

Got home and all i get is your home early!! i was soaked from head to toe and they couldn't even tell, well there was no way i was sticking around for them to notice so quickly went off to bed and had an awesome shower!!

Theres my Saturday shenanigan :)

Fridayyy...?

So Friday....

I had college during the day which couldn't of gone any flipping slower!! it dragged!!

anyway i went home after college got showered and changed got all my shit together and went to Bucklands, i got dropped down per usual :D

I spent the whole night there along with Court Matt Alex and of course Buckland, we got invited round to Chris which we declined. We all had a couple drinks and watch a scary film :| Amityville Horror, if anyone knows me well enough I'm shit with scary films! and i have a phobia of zombies hate them and they scare me a lot (yes i know there not real, but they could be and they are dead and :|)

After we all shat our self watching that film we watched Grown Ups which is one of the funniest films I've seen this year, I love it!!

We played some cheeky Just Dance that night too! Me and Matt teamed and Court and Buckland teamed....we so should of kicked there arse!!

I think we all went to bed after that...after that i mean like 3/4 i think i feel asleep before everyone...too tired!

But before that there was lots of, blanket stealing...tickiling...bed breaking!! haha...talking :)

I think this is possibly it for friday! <3 good times

Where have i been!?

To all my blog readers I'm ever so sorry for not writing anything lately its not because i don't want too its because when i want too my Internet or computer fucks around and when it works I'm too tired to move my little toe (no exaggeration!!) any who. I know there's so many of you that will be upset that i haven't written anything haha...i think there's like 2/3 people who read this blog on a regular basis and a few more every now and again but still! the next few blogs that are coming up should make you laugh they will make me laugh because well I'm funny.......no? Well i haven't blogged since Thursday so I'm gonna put everything down...eventful week id say ;)

Love you all biatchess!!