Too good

Yesterday was a good day it's safe too say that!! Just so many things added up even college was a lot of fun me and king did a flipping awesome dance that the rest of the class found hilarious!! I then went out with woodgay and went to see buckland, went home chilled at home went out for a drive with buckland Matt still and court, that was a lil cheeky haha but got to stay out for a little while longer got home expecting to get shouted at get in and get a cheeky kebab noicee!! Bring on this eve :)

Ow!

Ive got a pounding headache, feels like someone is punching me in the head...over and over...i need some paracetamol (:

I don't know how this gonna sound but, I'm so wearing your hoodie to bed tonight :)

1 person online...me

I hate signing on to skype to be the only person online...makes me feel -

1. A bit of a geek

2. A major Larry

Oh deary me!

TUNE!

Cause once a good girls gone bad...were gone forever <3

Teeny bit comfy!

Sinking into my bed...I really should get in to some PJ's before i fall asleep, but I'm sinking right in to my pillows and bed and cuddling up to my duvet...its not even late but oh well I'm quite tired.

TWOO CREW

Got tagged in a photo of me and Ray ray on stage playing scarecrow and Dorothy and had to go through my album...miss these times!

Dorothy and Scarecrow (Rach and me) meeting scene.

Aunt Em - Dorothy - Hunk/Scarecrow
My Girls <3

Tinman - Aunt Em - Dorothy - Scarecrow - Lion in our barn outfits
(first and last scenes!)

All main cast
Tinman - Glinda - Dorothy - Aunt Em - Uncle - Wizard/Professor
Wicked Witch - Scarecrow - Lion
The last show <3

Our last show was amazing...the pictures are unforgettable so many people (randoms) wanted to come up and take pictures with us in front of the set. My favourite production that I've ever been in, We are really got close and then it all finished. The night of the last show i got Swine Flu did the whole performance got home and passed out and was bed bound for about two weeks....Memories ill never forget (still got my script tehe!)

Who was my stylist!!

My parents must of hated me to let me go out like that and be in pictures whether i liked it or not :| oh my good god!! that's freaking awful...That top says "Its all about me" I was such a cocky child! (:

Drum solo!

So ive been wanting to go on my drums all day and like 20/30 minutes i did...come on facebook after too see my mum wrote this status..whatta blimin babe! think i might start revising my book, i need to learn how to read drum music again, ive become a bit lazy and stopped!! 

Susan Robinson
Listening to Tiffers on the drums, god oh why did she give it up, straight in there after how long and has not lost it

You say yes, i say no, you say stop, i say go go go. oh no you say goodbye and i say hello, hello hello, i don't know why you say goodbye i say hello, hello hello, i don't know why you say goodbye i say hello.

 ^ The harmonies for this are epic...sounds so flipping lush!!

Take all the effects out!

Sometimes i prefer a song striped down and back to basics of just a piano or a guitar (acoustic) and just letting the voice doing most of it...shows such difference in peoples voice and its always done different! that's all! I personally think it makes people sound better and shows the true talent!

Confirmation.

Turns out my uncle wants me to sing an Adele song for his wedding...shitting it pretty much, shes too good! I'm not gonna be no where near that, man oh man...

KEELG....<---

Is it a little sad, that I'm a little upset that i don't get to watch glee till it comes back on...if it does, it better!

Theres reasons!

The bestest are the people who can cover your back like no other fucker can...<3

Signs

My horoscope makes no freaking clue to me today!! :| I'm so bored, may have a bath then go to bed :D

Touchhh...

Had a good ole weekend...not gonna lie was pretty fucking epic actually...full of alocholic beverages and awkward moments..lol. but ive been in the best mood ever recently which is pretty awesome...but ive started to get an obsession with saying im not gunna lie....etc and its getting round my brain!!

Then the weekend coming up should be similar...awesome :) but my first couple of weeks of july im pretty busy..and im gonna write it on here so i remember. :)

1st Friday - College...round bucklands (:

2nd - Saturday - im doing something but ive completly forgotten what it is im supposed to be doing :/ bad times for whoever im seeing! oops

3rd - Sunday - Staying at bucklands...well ;)

4th - Monday - Going to see Blood Brothers with Woodgay, Rayray, Claire and Pukey luca ;)

5th - Tuesday - Bowling with some college people...not even sure who tbh!

6th - Wednesday - College taster thing for as (either 6/7) singing lessons as per usual. Plus my townsend gets back off holiday get too see her!! YAY xD <3

7th - Thursday - im not gunna lie but i dont think im doing anything, but if i cant see my townsey on the 6th i shall see her and have a little sleepover :)

8th - Friday - Its my friend laurens prom, gunna go down and see her with lou lou then off to a show in kings centre to watch angelica and watch my good ole boy luca

9th - Saturday - Working for champagne and Caviar catering company!

10th - Sunday - Gonna have my good friend Coradetti stay over! been a while!!

11th - Monday - Drinks with sadie, which will of course be with lou lou too :)

12th - Tuesday - nothing yet :)

13th - Wednesday - Singing...but thats it for the mo

14th - Thursday - again nothing :)

15th - Friday - Supposed to be going camping in five ashes...oh god!

16th - Saturday - Got a baby shower to attend of my god dads daughters in Sevenoaks / Kent.

I ceebs to do half of the stuff up there ^ but i rarely cancel plans! but money is a bit tight at the moment so were see i suppose :)

Epic.

Last two days and have been a little bit too awesome too handle!! i don't get out often :( *i joke* but no really really...can you blame me arghhh! enough said. I'm just fucking rambling :) but ahaha cheeeky...Although my body is KILLING me, I'm in agony...and tired :O Yawn *

Nu-night you gorgeous homosexuals...or just you...If you think this is about you, it most probs is :)

?So theres this girl...

I fancy pants off her simples :) your coming mine monday night :) x

FUNNY TIMES!!

So after college i went round Small Hanna's (Townsends) and we act like complete morons like two freakin weirdos when we together and its just flippin hilarious we often say why are we doing this we look like dickheads after about ten minutes of us doing what we were doing and go back to normal...well today we happened to have loads of these, and dressing up and taking photos happens to be one of them...I was going to put all the photos up but hannah said if her pictures go up she will kill me so instead i am uploading the ones of me...Yes i know i look a twat, and im not in the best of shape but fuck me do these pictures make me giggle!! <3 Enjoy..i know i will (did that sound perverted haha, cause it kinda did to me...Enjoyyyyy ;P ) >>>

Something i need to work on...

Today i had my college group singing lesson where were doing solo's and i can only really do a few songs but I'm always up doing songs, and I've finally run out of ones i know...today i had to do a high one, yes it was in my range well withing my range, but i freaked out and convinced myself i couldn't do it, Glyn was saying i can and i knew i could, i was just getting to scared, and that when i realised I'm not as confident as i thought i was and I've still got a long way to go before I'm happy with my singing, and I'm not sure i ever will be. I sung it later on when all my class had left and sang it fine, i was just getting worked up cause i didn't want to fuck up in front of everyone and make a twat of myself, i am my hardest judge and even fucking up on my own still peed me off.

Cheeky bit that!

My hair looks pretty flipping sexy in this...;)

I look a twat, but my hair I'm lovin it like Mc Donald's <3

:\ well im not impressed

Today it really proved that i need to get a faster broadband! its taken me an hour to download Jessie J's album went to Hanna's earlier took her twenty minutes..your fucking joking right...but now i have all lady gaga all coldplay and all glee <3 geek/gleek much...i even have some cherrytree sessions of gaga's sounds fucking epic!!

The Light of Heart by Emlyn Williams

Catrin - His Life - what about my life?... I loathe scenes...I've never indulged in self pity, Mrs Lothian, but I've got to do it now. I could have made a career in music, I let it go; I like new people and Robert's the first I've met for eight years; I loathe dirt and disorder, and for as long as i can remember I have rubbed shoulders with both: I have a great liking for grass and trees, and - and the only time I've ever been to the countryside was to see a friend married. I'm fond of - of children...For eight years, I've been a prisoner in this room, and I've served my sentence as faithfully as I knew how. Ive cheered him up when he was depressed, lied to him if it made him happier, pretended he couldn't of been sick the night before because the room was as clean as a new pin - and while that's been going on, times been going on too. Twenty-nine isn't old, but its quite a time to catch up: there's a chance to catch up now.Before god and my conscience, that I've searched into through whole anxious nights, i have a right to take that chance. and nothing in the world is going to stop me. That's all...How can you talk about a wreck? You see him as he was that first evening here, don't you? A year ago? in that year I've seen a miracle working on my father. He hasn't just been excited about the idea of success; hes been sitting at that table - striding about this room - with a light in his eye. And that light showed, beyond a doubt, that hes doing the supreme work he was born to do, and that only he can do. If you'd been here this morning and heard him talk about it, quite quietly... You told him he'd been dead and buried for eight years, do you remember? Well tonight hes going to live again. The typist can leave, because the business is on its feet at last.


^ This is my monologue that I've learnt in four days *I'm impressed with myself...i will hopefully record it and post it up her when done...its a pretty powerful play...i suggest a read people :)*

So much to fill you in on :O ;)....

Righto, where do i start

So my last proper post was about me having to have the dentist tomorrow which was in fact yesterday...i had some cosmetic work done on my teeth, not noticeable for everyone else apart from me and my family...and it didn't hurt at all and another bonus he did it for free its because me and my dentist are like ;) i joke that's sick..he's old!!

Then, i had a shitttt day at college to sum it up my drama teacher pretty much told me my monologue was shit...oh whatta pure babe he is *prick?!* then in that lesson i just became the biggest depressive bitch evaaaa :) NOICEE!

Thennnn...i got to see my lovely buckland we chimwagged etc SHE CLEANED HER ROOM (i was shocked!!) OMGOMGOMG and shes getting me a fucking epicc birthday present!! ill explain basically we were talking and i went >>

Me: Hannah for my birthday can you like get me lady gaga!! :)

Hannah: Yeah sure is that all

Me: Yep. just her. in my bed :)

Hannah: Ill strap her down

Me: :O you would do that :') You should do it!

Hannah: she might like it

Me: even better - can i have Meghan fox too..

Hannah : no

Me: :O why :( okay Christina agu

Hannah: NOOOO

Me: WHY shes hotttt

Hannah: *shows disgusting pic of her* see

Me: fine Rhianna :)

Hannah: okay lady gaga and Rhianna in your bed.

Me: yep i best get them

Hannah: I'm just going to put pictures of them on your bed...

Me: hahaha DO IT!

Hannah: I'm going to get them printed on to pillow cases

Both : hahahahahaha

Me: that's so frikin awesome!! <3

^ Epic or what ;)

Thats just thursday...;)

Geek

Being a geek...helping a friend ? please work

Homophobic tech...alergic....TEETH!

So everything electronically keeps breaking tonight...ipod, phone, TV, laptop...just a bunch of homophobic energy eating bundles of fun :| hmpf! its driving me sooo crazy, may just put everything down and get to sleep...

I started taking aleregy tablets today and they made really drowsy...Singing lessons at college weren't too bad got to sing There are worse things i could *only MT song i can do aha :|*  then walked home had two hour nap went to my private tuition and it failed, i spent an hour yawning every five Min's! my songs weren't too bad, i set out how i was doing 'Save the best for last' by Vanessa Williams, i sit on a stool for most of it...easy stuff <3 but after that i fell asleep in the car on the way back, got home had dinner started to fall asleep, came to my room and then was buzzing! and now I'm wide awake :(

I have the dentist tomorrow, i don't mind going, my dentist like nurse person is really nice so i always talk to her but I'm scared!! I think i have okay teeth, but i still get scared ill have to have something done ):

One bonus i get to see buckland tomorrow and talk about whats happening saturday..."get supplies" tehe

Noightt biatchess, take care <3

Appreciate my ipod!

After not having my ipod for like nearly a year i am really appreciating having it! I've only got like over 400 songs, not even half of what i had before :( but I'm slowly getting here!

Do i say...

I never know wether to tell someone i like them...because it can either leave you standing rejected and awkward or wanted and happy. What if they already know...and i had no idea, why am i worrying, meh ill just not say anything, like always. Easier option

Starsign traits..

Im being true to my Leo traits by being a stubborn bitch atm, ive run out of credit and free texts this means i am refusing to text anyone first now, that way i will save and extra text each time...(smart thinking)

no longer pro...

Okay maybe not my left hand looks good...my right 1 min away from a sloppy hooker :/

Professional.

Im becoming pretty epicly awesome at painting my nails!! <3

Gaga

Wacked the gaga top out today, only for a few people to be dissing her, bitches go die. :)

Tradition.

So i have this new thing ive started that every line in my profile pictures has to have a kiss in it, wether it be a full on kiss or a cheek..either me giving the kiss or getting one...but i havent changed my profile pic in a wee while, and the next one has to be a kiss...looks like im taking my camera too college tomorrow xD <3

I'll always be the chaser..

I'm a bit of a keen bean, I've always been like that with everything! Work, School, College, Friends, Relationship's...not keen where people get to points of going 'Oh just fuck off!' well i hope not anyway...but something got said to me earlier that made me re-think who i am, I like to be eager, okay I'm constantly having the piss taken out me and it never bothers me and today would just of been another chip on the shoulder another comment to ignore, that everyone drags on and makes me feel more like a keen bean or shit what ever they prefer, people are getting to comfortable to the idea of treating me like shit and walking over me, I'm gonna snap soon...I've been brought up to if i really want to do something then go for it with both hand out my eyes open and don't let go...so I'M SORRY for my eagerness to do well and succeed in something in want i want to do, and if that means i get called a brown nose etc, then fuck you. I'm a geek i can pretty much accept it, not to the high extent that i never do anything but work, i do have a life.

Doing a secret deed!

So a couple i know recently split and i took some photos for them, well i wasnt sure of wether or not to process the film and make prints of the photos, so i spoke to the guy today and he wants me to do it in secret and not tell the girl...as soon as he said this i couldnt help but say awhh and sure ill fiqure something to tell her! I need to do these pictures as soon as i can! like erm tomorrow! it will take me untill the end of the week to process print and final prints etc, but it will be so worth it to see her smile <3

I fail.

I had an interview today, and I've wrote about it a hell of a lot in my last few posts anyhow...i thought it went quite well, i didn't really tell anyone about it and so earlier when i saw someone status saying that got the job it crushed me...i say crushed i mean i just shouted WTH she doesn't even suit the job....i need a job, the first thing i want to buy with my pay check is my mum and dad a weekend away somewhere so i can have a party! i need to get drunk soon like very drunk, its been a while!

Earlybirding

So I got dropped in to college early an have nothing to so and no one is around so I though I would write a bit on my blog :)

so this morning I woke at 7 and spent and hour bs half still in bed..I got ready then went downstairs and got offered a lift TOUCH!! anywhoo, I took my vitamins and the juice was far to strong :| and the vitamins didn't go down probably so they feel like there still stuck in my throat it's not good! I'm waitig for stupid tutor and after that I have an interview at superdrug at 11 with someone coles Chris (yn) then I have to come back in to college for my PA lesson, were doing monologues, I did mine yesterday and loved it :) <3 love you all biatches!!

Fingers crossed...wish me luck!

So tomorrow at 11 I've got an interview, I'm really scared, but all i can do is try, i really want/need a job.

I hate when people complain about a job, I'm always like suck it up get over it, they always reply with once you've got a job you'll understand..i understand fully well moaning moanerson i had a job when i was 14/15 up until a little after my 16 so don't feed me this whole once you've got a job bullshit...:) prick. rant over. :)

Basically Family

You annoy me. I annoy you. You fuck me off. I fuck you off. You make me smile. I make you smile. You make me laugh. I make you laugh. You call me when pooping *eww BTW.* I...never do this or will. You piss me off to the high heaves. I piss you off to the high heavens. but its safe to say not matter how much you did, i would always be there, I'm gonna miss having that freedom to stroll to your house when you up and leave for uni and then America.

Forever and Always...Trussell

High on life!

People often say that I'm always smiling and that they've never seen me with a strop on...its true i don't normally get a strop on i get moody and snappy but that's only with people who frequently annoy me...my loved ones mostly! ha ha. Anyway my answer to this is that I'm just so high on life, there nothing i appreciate more than waking up each day not to have a disease or be very ill, I've still got all my close family members, Ive got my friends, and i feel my life is going somewhere....yes i moan like every person in this world, its just who i am, i moan about the silliest of things...like being called a twat by my sister, i moaned for a while then i was like meh, why am i holding about it!

I don't often cry...not that i don't want too, i just find it very personal, and it brings people down, i don't mind people crying round me, i feel that when they do they truly trust me and they've bought the barriers down to me, and that always means a lot, like it does to anyone. being told your trusted or being told a big secret, is such a honour i feel...I've not often come across people that don't trust me, but because I'm so trustworthy i put my barriers up and don't tell my most prized things that are very close and personal to me, that, i can safely say only a few people know, they don't know that they are my biggest secrets and think a lot of people know, but nope only two or three people, so if it sounds big enough to tell you, you must be bloody well worth it in my books!

I always frickin jabber on, ha ha FOOL! but real honesty here, I love my family life, like my family members and my household, I love my friends, not many i can say are true...but college has really shown me who, and just in general, theres so many positive people round me at the moment..that I've gone back to be my old hyper eight year old self again (well i say again, I'm often like that anyway) but.. Im Loving It! (now i fancy a Mc'Donalds...GOOD ONE) ha ha ;) <3

Old/New

When i used to work, i would finish go straight to HMV and pick up a random CD and just buy it from a genre i don't particularly listen too and no matter how much i would buy it...i bought a 2 CD of full instrumental jazz one time, i like jazz never really listened to it a lot but every song is like 8 min's long and sounds the same so i was not too impressed....Well i haven't done it in a while so i need to get back in to the habit, but this time I'm going to do books too, i love reading *GEEK!* and i finally bought myself a new book today....so my new buying list would be Cd's and Books Sorted!! <3

Noighttt bitches

amoreinogniforma: Una vita senza amore, non é vita.

amoreinogniforma: Una vita senza amore, non é vita.: "I've come to realize that LOVE is a very spoken subject and is a matter that is touched apon whatever the situation and whatever the company. The majorityof the things humas do are to do with love, are for love or are because of love. This really does put us in a vulnerable and strange position because if love is what we're fighting for so hard, why is it usually what hurts us the most at times?..." She's a new blogger, but this post i could read over and over!! <3

Lip Service

I finally got the dvd that i wanted...now get some blue tac and i got what i wanted...well wanted to buy anyway ;)

Dedication Post.

Im am generally writing this post about Hanna Louise Townsend, just to pretty much to say thankyou with everything at the moment, if ive needed any support shes been there, i spend mass amounts of time with her at the moment and she constantly making an effort, i feel i can completly be myself when im with her, shes not only beautiful out but inside too <3 love you girl

Woke up this morning..

I woke up this morning by my brothers legs cuddling up to mine i was like oh god damn considering i was on the edge of the bed anyway, then i felt weight on my hand which was a little to the side of my head looked over my bro was using my hand as a pillow...i was like I'm never getting out, then he moved a little i thought yes hes gonna roll over so i can get out, nope moved a tiny bit. i had to slip my arm out of the lock then my leg then rolled off the bed...ha ha :)

:)

Still buzzin! aha

Already :|

I need to get a contract i topped up £15 and with that £5 gets taken for BB services then i get 500 free texts (stingey fu**ers) so I've managed to finish all of my credit and texts off already, then lent a pound and only have 90p left ):

The Bet.

I got all my money for doing my nails...£50!
Basically i used to bite my nails a lot like until it hurt! then my mum was like i bet you cant grow your nails and bet me £20 then we told my brother he said he'd match that, then told my nan and said she would give me £10 so yesterday i got the finals of the bet...Ive done it, i have finally grown my nails :)

Films...

On Friday night, i went to go see Bad Teacher with my family, we had such a funny time...the film its self is flipping hilarious, and there's lots of sexual innuendos! We loved it, i can honestly say we didn't stop laughing through the whole thing we got the giggles...and that was it. My brother has a very distinctive laugh and my parents said they could hear it over everyone in the cinema...Bad Teacher, a must see! i would generally go watch it again, i loved it!

The other day we were all talking about black swan, and i told my family how i downloaded the child cuts and got really annoyed with which my mum said can you buy it on DVD, i was like yeah its out already been out for a while now...me my bro and sis go in to town and we come out of HMV and she had

bought! Black Swan, what a friggity legend!

Take Care Biatchess <3

Charlie Brown...

My brothers come down for a surprise for fathers day, he picked me up from college, but just beeping at me i jumped with joy, ran towards them...YAY! <3

The walk home...

Hanna : Shove that in your japseye
Me : i dont have one babe....haha
Hanna : what do you mean you dont have one!
Me : im not a man
Hanna : *confused face* huh!
Me : you do know what a japseye is right
Hanna : your bum hole
Me : hahahahahaha! NOOO!!!!
Bless her <3

Stalker chick...

So my stalker isn't so coocoo today, I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt and talking to her on skype..add me sexy peoples tiffanyrobo and tiffyrobinson, i use both but might not accept you on both..she just said "Tiffers is a naughty girl" < OFFLINE!

Too much exercise

Omg, this week I'm doing too much! On Tuesday i didn't activities day, okay that wasn't that much but then i didn't get any sleep on Tuesday night through to Wednesday, then wed morning i thought i would go for a run that i didn't finish for like Two'an'half hours...i got home that day and my legs were dead, i do sit ups every night anyway, so i woke up this morning as dead as road kill (did i just say that :? oh dear, I'm a heartless bitch) anyway then this evening i walked home from college, pumped up my tyres and rode to Bucklands against the wind then played loads of just dance and MJ experience..which got recorded...1 word....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...okay its not a word but ohhh dear! then i rode back....and have just done my sit ups, tomorrow I'm going running, from mine to the harbour and back again and then after college I'm going round Townsend's with which i will probably walk there and back (skint not even enough for bus fare..mama is dropping me places <3 or i walk </3)  Then i get to see my brother, hes down for the weekend, I've missed him! Then on saturday im working (cleaning) On sunday...im gonna be such a knackered fucker...My major rest day!

Signs

Thursday 16 June 2011

Everything is going along exactly as you'd like it to: your friends and family are behaving beautifully, and you couldn't be happier. Give yourself a bit of credit. It's your charm that's made it all possible.

Compatibility: Aquarius

Mood: Happy

Lucky Color: Yellow

Lucky Number: 1

Lucky Time of Day: 3pm

 

Really ??

Ego booster...not

There's nothing like a long long day to be finished off by someone telling you your a fat ugly slob who should consider throwing themselves of a high bridge...Oh you lovely person you...thanks for brightening my mood you lowlife piece of SH*T.. :)

Mood...

I'm in such a sarcastic mood tonight, which I'm sure if anyone was to ask Rayray she would confirm it...although she has been a babe to me tonight
Rachel : awh bless you
Tiff : Why i didn't sneeze
Rachel : don't be a loser
Tiff : why i wanna lose weight
Rachel : What!? why
Tiff : cause i do :)
Rachel : i don't think you realise how good your figure is
YOU BABE RACH!

Constantly there.

OMG! please be absent in my mind for at least 20 mins a day...cheers, not that i mind, but still.

24 Hours in A&E (6th patient)

The last patient to come in had just suffered from a heart attack. when the ambulance got there she had only had the heart attack 6 mins before. She had been given 8 shots of adrenaline. When she passed all you could hear was the beep of the machine, the whole mood of the programme went down and it was very sad, the son was emotional.

But it finished after this woman, i love this programme and is very sad.

24 Hours in A&E (5th patient)

Was 54 Robert drunken homeless man he had an hand injury and so he was going back to see that. He said he has hadfive visit to A&E in 2010. He came to England for a law degree and he stayed here because he married his wife. He was spending so much time at work that he became an alcoholic when he was taken in to A&E he was too drunk so after an hour on a drip he is sober enough to be examined. He has a swollen hand because he punched somebody. He was always a loner and he thought like a lot of addicts that it was because he was just different. He lost all his family, friends and hundreds and hundreds of pounds due to being an alcoholic. He said that the hospital was one of the nicest in a while. He is finally sober again and is spending time with is family again.

24 Hours in A&E (4th patient)

A woman called Susan was brought in by her partner Gordon with there children Alfie and David. She has been suffering a pain from her neck all the way down the right side of her body, she was saying it was worse than child birth. The male nurse she had wasn't too bad looking you know! he asked her to take off her top because he had to do a heart scan and her partner started kicking off because she took her top off in front of him and he was touching her...that's his flipping job and the Susan wasn't a looker either so :? but her children really annoyed me, and at first they made me laugh because of how common they were, but then they just annoyed me. 

24 Hours in A&E (3rd patient)

It was a girl with bad ears, cleaning her ears too much pushing her infection in too her brain. she got told to go to someone because she gets funny when she cant clean her ears *OCD*
Didnt really see much of her.

24 Hours in A&E (2nd patient)

2nd Patient: was 86 year old Nancy and she was brought in after she collapsed at home whilst she was on her own. She likes living independently she can see the pros and cons but she still loves it and says that if she was to go in a home she wouldn't have enough room because she keeps everything. This old lady was cute, very cute.

24 Hours in A&E (1st Patient)

1st Patient: 35 Year Old Colin (from London) he was stabbed to the liver and hes got a punctured lung and liver after being stabbed five times his 19 year old girlfriend Ester (from Brighton) was with him when the attack happened! They were sound asleep in bed  when the door broke open and they woke up  to two masked guys standing above them with a gun asking for money, after being stabbed five times he jumped out of his window to save himself.
They spoke about there relationship she couldn't stop saying i love the way he.... Thankfully there is nothing major that happened through the knifing.

24 Hours in A&E

This program has become one of my favourite programs on TV very quickly. This is because of how bad some of there cases are and sometimes there really sad, but they also sometimes make jokes, that are actually funny.
Last week was really sad a very elderly women died but yet there was a funny part about a women cutting her finger....considering i don't like bloody stuff and like all this hospital stuff, I like watching this.

Pain is a son of a b*tch

There is not a sinlge part of my body that's not hurting right now...I'm in agony! I can hardly move my legs, whenever i move my stomach hurts, when i sit myself up i hurt my arms and back...Early grave for me right now...

:O so cheapp!!

I went on amazon to see how much lip service was expecting it to be like £20 or something it's £8.86 or something like that I completly gob smacked it's so cheap, which makes me want it even anymore, but I won't be getting any money soon, hopefully my mum will give me the rest for my nails and then show my nana, and I'll have enough ;) cheeky, that boxset will be mine beofre I know it!! :P

#i want superpowers

I would LOVE.LOVE.LOVE to be able to read peoples minds, and just see what they think...I'm always curious!!

Sad times

My mum told me and her had a conversation earlier when i was in bed (yes i had a little sleep during the day) about if im on college on Thursday apparently i said no, im not in tomorrow....she then said we shall go to Brighton...i dont remember this conversation so when sitting in the garden earlier and this is the conversation

Mum & her friends : Blah Blah Blah yes im going Brighton tomorrow with Tiff
Me : are we
Mum : yes we spoke about it earlier
Me : did we
Mum : you were in bed ?
Me : i dont remember, whats happening again?
Mum : were going Brighton all day tomorrow
Me : i cant i have college
Mum : you said you didnt
Me : when did i say that
Mum : when you were in bed *re acts the conversation*
Me : Im sureee i said ive not goit it today thats it
Mum : no you said were go tomorrow cause you have no college
Me : ohh well i have college...but i really wana go Brighton *sulks*
Mum : its fine were go this weekend....oh no wait we cant
Me : Why not
Mum : (just stares at me because its a secret that no one else knows)
Me : Ohh right yeh....suppose have to do it next weekend :(
I Want to go Brighton!! HMPF! :(

DEAD.

Some prick thought it would be a good idea to do an all-nighter last night (yes that prick is in fact me) well about 4:30am i started getting changed like running stuff on cause i was gonna go out running, well by 4:55 i was out of the door and running for a long time, half way to harbour in fact and to the harbour its like an hour walk (for me anyway..I have small legs!) well i walked the rest of the half, my legs were in absolute agony from the day before, and i was tired so i could hardly pick up my legs anyway i got to the beach and went and sat on for like 20 mins, but then like an idiot again thought it would be a good idea to run up and down the beach like 20 times...i got to five and was gonna pass out i swear, the running down is fine..too easy, the running up is like :| espically on a steep beach...i sat there for a little longer and started to make my way home, my whole body was by this point aching, and kept feeling as if i could drop and sleep at any time. I walked half way home and run the rest of it, as i got home i walked in and collapsed on the sette...ive never been more aware of how un fit i am, but i got myself a drink was going to get in the shower sat on my bed and passed out for a few hours woke up in my undewear under my duvet...i was fully clothed at first!

So now im still sitting here, so tired i could lay in bed all day and chill

Anyone to join !?

Zzzzzzz

Insomnia

Ive got such a sleeping problem! Grrrr! have i got insomnia...another all nighter! this is gonna make me me go crazzy!! :(

OMG!

June 8 Report · 7:24pm hey bay xx.
June 10 Report · 10:27am hey baby xx.
June 13 Report · 12:37am hey baby xx.
Today Report · 1:06am hey baby xx.

^ Someone else really doesnt get the hint :/

The picture i am about to put, is from my stalkers facebook...im not good enough friends with her for her to put this!!

:/ WTH!

Date with my RayRay

So me and Rach, went out for a lush 2 for a £10 meal ;) and i ordered Lasange :P and she order this chicken dish! well im not gonna lie but my meal was flipping amazing, orgasmic! no word of a lie...im guessing ray's was good too she finished it soo thats a good sign! but i butrnt my tongue with the food...it was like soooo hot! it burnt me so much :( anyway we finished our meals and facied desert :O we thought we would be brave and gor for the share whyyyy! we didnt even finish it!!!

We had one more drink chilled for a bit, talking and laughing at my flippin hilarious jokes! of course! and then took a walk home :)

Good night <3

Monster!



Beaut Ray!



Full on cheese!

Just added cause we picked up on how skinny my neck looks :O

Girl....

So heres the low down on the stalker girl the whole thing! its not a lot but....

So it all started few months back

She used to pop up on fb like "Heyyy xxx" the usual how are you and stuff then she asked me to if i have msn i was like yeh...and she kept asking me to go on cam...im all for going on cam i freaking love it, cause its easier to have banter if you see someones face i do it with everyone i talk to...anyway i was like damn my cams broke only works on skype before i knew it shes downloaded skype and wanting my addy *i only said that so i didnt have to go on anymore :\* anyway we were talking on skype and she was asking things like am i homophobic (obv not) and would i care about having a gay friend i explained that my best friend is, so no. she then came out to me....she didnt know about my sexuality so it came to a surprise i only recently been coming out and then she tells me so i was like oh cool, it doesnt bother me at all, im quite glad she trusted me actually...anyway its when she went on to tell me that she thinks im really good looking and hav an amazing personality..im all for flattering and giving someone complements and i was being quite naive just like awhh thankyou,and then turned and said tiff i like you so much, i think i love you....i thought she was joking for a while and then got a bit like shit...she asked me if i would go out with her, i said no sorry i dont swing that way *my excuse at the time* then she said will you ever be interested i was like no im really sorry....we literally said the same thing over and over...she wouldnt give it a rest....She then said just go out with me in secret no one has to know, we dont even have to do anything just go out with me...i was like im not interested...no! anyway it was like that for ages!!!

And she gave me a rest for a while then it started the pretty much stalking....Shes been on holiday for ages with her family (three/four months) and every night id get a private mail, like come on skype so i cant see you (no) come on skype so i can hear you (no) come on skype so i can talk to you (no) come on skype.....(erhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nah.)

Anyway everytime im online she pops up on cat with the same old...havent spoken to you in agessss! we must catch up when i get back...we can like go yours watch a film....like with food and drink (i thought to myself awesome she just wants to be friends) when suddenly.....i still really like you...i was like look....this is gonna sound harsh but you need to know..im never going to be interested, you need to get over me and move on, im not going to go out with you, your a friend that i havent seen for ages, i wouldnt just go out with you...she then told me she started crying (felt like a bitch! and majorly guilty but then i remembered shes like 19!! GET A GRIP! i sound such a bitch)

She then didnt speak for a while and then we did she mentioned the film thing...and was like can we still watch a film at yours and like cuddle and snuggle up...i was like no, ive never done that with just friends...she said she does it all the time...i know she still likes me and i was like im not cuddling you when i know you still like me...its like kind of leading you on. she said would you hug me i said yeh i hug everyone if they want one! she even texts me!! how much does a text cost from france REALLY! she asked if i wanted anything back from france like alcohol...i do nothing like some good booze ;) aha but im giving her no way

Well now shes not leaving me private mails just fb wall posts and likes most pictures....like a lot of status....she driving me crazy... but i agreed that i would meet her when she comes back for just a drink...1 drink! I came out to her and was like i didnt tell you sooner because i wasnt comfortable (i was just didnt want her knowing) she then again asked me out i said no...soz im with someone and i said aha there not out cant say soz.....yesterday she again asked me there name on fb...im officially fucked! im trying to find someone to come with me when i met her, so i can use them as a escape route..but no one wants too :'( it easier to explain in person.....ESSAY

My latest wall post from her :

Heylooooo Babe :')
We are meeting up sooooooooooon wooop wooop not long till back in Ebourne ;) ?? :D
How are yoouu ?? :') I think i may just end up going to starbucks when meet up :P :L x

(Aimee Falcone) < thats her name.....harsh putting it up, and you all know if i go missing or get killed it probs by her....

Photography...some....not so good.

So here's some of my photography stuff, i was trying to find my favourite ones but got no clue where they are :( But here's some.

This cow one is one of my favourite but i couldn't find the original, it seems to of disappeared :( so i just have to use this one of my background :D

(BTW, these pictures are all originals that means i haven't tweaked them what so eve, if i had found my final prints of these photos then they would look a lot better but i cant find them because there stuck in my book (: )

Enjoy Beachesss ;)

That awkward moment...

Just casualy sitting on facebook minding my own, scrolling down my feed when *DING* Stalker pops up like "HEYYY! OMG i haven't spoken to you in soooo long *we spoke earlier :/* we should catch up when i get back from France xxxxx ;P" i was just like "hi, yeh i know, yeh sure why not." and yet she still replies with "OMG when i was dying my hair i got it down my face tehehehehehehe, and its like basically stained my face it was really bad, but then i had to like do loads of stuff and it came off xxxxxx" "really, ah cool"...it pretty much goes on like that just as we were five mins in to the convo *DING* her GF pops up like "Heyy, your ..... friend right" "suppose why" "she does not stop going on about you and your times together at like primary and stuff" "aha oh right really"

You've gotta be joking me right....1. she well too keen with her kisses (cringe) 2. I don't care about your hair! i would of asked if i did care 3. i don't want to go out for coffee with you!! 4. her gf has never met or spoke to me ever, whyyyy! 5. i do not remember any times i had with this stalker girl so i don't understand why/how she can go on about them...the final worst 6. she told me she has a photo of me and her from nursery in our shorts and tops from Moira that she still keeps....i don't not like the fact that she has a picture of me, i do not like you, leave me alone!

Stalker Love...

So i get a random email from my stalker saying "I'm just in to girls xxxx" I was just like cool, i then get an email from someone i don't know like "Hey, I'm ...... Gf and I'm just wondering is she into girls or is she lying, because she says she is but i don't believe her" Ermmm sweetheart I'm pretty sure she's into girls if shes your GF! I simply replied "Yes. She likes girls. Simple. Not men" to bitchy ? meh she then mailed again "are you sure"...NO...I....LIEDDDD!!......I replied "yes I'm 100% sure" because shes been on my case since she came out! then she adds me...I don't KNOW you!! finally gonna be left alone though xD

Signs

Daily Horoscope: June 14, 2011

Get through today and you'll have a few days to enjoy yourself. No one's saying it will be easy, but you'll be so proud of yourself you'll feel the need for a reward. Go ahead and indulge.

Compatibility: Aries

Mood: Productive

Lucky Colour: Pink

Lucky Number: 8

Lucky Time of Day: 10pm

^

I dont understand what it means when it says get through today. Its the performing arts boot camp today, i feel i know what my reward will be...starts with lip ends with service :) tehe

My mums and aries, but us being compatible :/

Im not productive at all today! i want my bed!

ALERT!!

So I've had a wee bit of a stalker for a while, she pretty much wont leave me along, its gives me the heeby geebys, i wont go into details because if she gets hold of this and sees it...I'm scared that she might actually murder me, but shes been away for a few months and so she hasn't spoke to me and a week before shes back shes gone crazy and wont leave me alone trying to arrange for us to meet up...if i wanted to meet you babe i would of clearly made a hint about it, i always squirm out of doing things with you...stop commenting on everything i do, i don't need your opinion! Ive told you how i feel that ill never be attracted to you, i said it in a much more polite way but, your simply driving me crazy! you keep going on and on until i had to put you straight, id be wanted to be put straight than lead on, your thank me one day! I'm not cuddling you when watching a film, i don't do that with any of my friends....specially if they have feeling for me and there are no mutual's!.....Moan over!

Learn something new everyday!

Today i learnt the lesbian handshake, had me laughing for a while! I do love the good ole Buckland! I'm so ninja ;)

Tech Geek...

I never used to be such a technically geek, but recently i just seemed to be so more involved, and sort everything out if it goes wrong, i bought speakers and hooked them up to my laptop, and a lead that puts my laptop on to my tv, next week im getting a wirless mouse and keyboard so i can still sit on my bed but use my laptop.

Papa

Many years have passed, and each day i love and appreciate you more and more, you mean the world to me, don't ever leave, today i bought your card, the same thing i buy each year, a funny one like every year! One day i hope to make it big and give you back all that you had to give. I Love You! <3

Did he really say that...omgawd!

So was just on facebook and scrolled down to see this....Oh how i love my family!

I liked charlies comment and so did Trussell, oh he so would! ;)

Confused

I never know where i am in life, am i ahead or behind or on track.

Habits..

I have a few habits/addictions...

• Nail Biting (managed to slowly stop doing it for a bet!)
• Lip Biting/Nibbiling (i dont know why...just do.)
• Moving my room around every month or two ( this is an addiction, i hate it when i dont move my room around, i get bored with it!)
• Caffeine (i drink far too much, and never sleep!)

Thats all really :)

Getting Fit and Healthy!

I dont care what anyone says, but im going to start going running in the morning again, people always used to take the piss out of me...but it helps me clear my head, helps me get fit and helps me relax! sun snow or rain, im doing it! i need to put my mind to something at the moment!!

Sunday Nights...Monday Morning

Why does it seem every sunday night im doing an all-nighter :/ i know im going to end up doing one all night! hmpf!

100 Already = Keen Bean!

Wowzers! I'm on my 100th blog already, I'm well too keen with this blog. I'm going to slow it down a bit people are probably getting annoyed with me filling everything up so much!

Money being spent.

This is just a rough list of a few things I need to buy!

1. Lip Service series one on DVD!! the second series isn't out until 2012 so if I don't get it ill die. jus'sayin!
2. Fathers Day Present...I still haven't got one yet!
3. Blu Tac....I still need to stick everything on my door!

even though you said..

I tell you something that ive been hiding since then, and even though you told me straight i cant help but still wonder...why, what if

My Favourite Meal!

If there was anything i could eat all day and everyday, this would most deffintly be it i actually adore pie nd mash aha!!



Living in the fast lane...

So i was addicted to going rollerblading/skating and then i suddenly stopped going for some unknown reason, well its back and im addicted again, as soon as i put these beauts back on!

I just want to skate everywhere, there so lush, literally orgasmic haha.

Touchhh ;)

Believe it or not but i actually painted this picture of the monkey, yes I'm handy with a paintbrush...its paint by numbers by what the hell! <3

Cheeky ;)

Signs

Daily Horoscope: June 13, 2011

You're all set for a lively evening, to say the least! Your job is to choose the right company -- someone who'll be fun, fiery and feisty, without turning melodramatic.

Compatibility : Aquarius
Mood : Joyful
Lucky Colour : Yellow
Lucky Number : 45
Lucky Time of Day : 5pm

^ I listen to my horoscopes everyday, but this one has got to be no way true. I can gurantee i wont do anything monday evening, yeh i want to but i wont be able to arrangedoing something :)
I dont know anyone who is an Aquarius, i always ask people to find out if they are but no one ever is
The last four I will have to wait and see.

^ I ceebs to delete what i wrote but i just went on facebook and it showed me all the aquarius i know...maybe i know more than i thought...:)

Silver Lining...

Margalo : Snowball is that really you

Snowball : Where are you

Margalo : In the can

Snowball : Ill wait till your finished

Margalo : Noooo, behind you!

<3 hehehe!! Has me cracking up for a long ole time!

Stuart Little 2...

I'm not going to lie but i peed with excitement when i saw Stuart Little 2 was on the TV and ran to the TV and put it on!!

Okay it is a child's film but its one of my all time favourite animation, i mean whats not to love about a mouse that lives with an human family, with an absolutely HILARIOUS cat and falls in love with a bird/becomes best friends its soo cutee!!!!

Same old same old!

I love nothing more than snuggling up with my duvet either in bed or on the sette watching films or just normal tv, waiting for the Sunday roast to be cooked. This Sunday isn't in anyway different. The only different thing about this Sunday is thatt my dad isn't it here, he's gone to a car show in bromley, his friend owns a yellow mustang so there in the show, he was soo excites bless him :)

Mmmmm....

Yes I'm drunk and yes i love it! <3

You don't have to be sober to just spell correctly and use appropriate punctuation!

Safe to say...

I'm not even gonna lie, but i may have the biggest crush on you ever, and erm kind of like, quite like you....just putting it out there!

OmNom..

Feed my fishes bitches ;) <3

Are we having a party?...

Just casually lazing around in my room suddenly the door goes, i hear people, the music gets put on really loud and my mums singing....Are we....i look out my back window my dads doing a BBQ, then i hear my mum singing again....huh! I'm not even presentable to go see if we are darn it!



>i checked, turns out were not. whoops

Ouchie!!!

Ive gone back to my biting my lips again, this is why i shouldn't watch films on my own or i bites my lips and now there so painful!!!!! I'm going to start biting them due to nerves with my exam soon, but till then i shall stop! hopefully.

New blog?

I'm thinking about starting up a new blog, where i write down every day what I've eaten, and what kind of exercise i did, and writing it will make me want to be healthier...which will result in a happier, slim, healthy tiffy xD

Shes an uptown girl....

Just got rung by Emma Cooper so that i could listen to the banging tunes in kings which was Westlifeee ;) aha she was having SO much fun! bless her ;) on a Friday night and its full of oldies ;) noiceeee :P

Memories being stuck...

I have one thing on my agenda right now...and that's getting blue tack for my pictures and stuff for my door! too many memories to fit on three doors! ):

Under a week!

I get to see my brother and Lou (his gf) in just under a week now, as a surprise for my dad for fathers day! I'm so excited! i actually miss them so much when i don't see them, I'm so close to my siblings its unreal! There's nothing i don't tell them, they pretty much know about everything and everyone! i tell them my opinions on everyone too...there the few people that know my true feeling towards people! whether i dislike you, like you, or etc ;) ...you get where I'm going about this!?!