Thursday, 2 June 2011

Why...

So Ive had so many crushes recently but theres only been like really two or three that are always stuck in my head *annoying knowing I'm not in theres* apart from one okay there an ex and i don't really like going back to exes but this time its different,but yeah i know I'm in there head cause theres not a moment i don't stop texting/talking to them but i never know whether that's just me being a keen bean...because i know i can be one! well anyway, we've been getting really close again, and suddenly they started complaining saying i don't make an effort with them....its not even like were together were not even seeing each other, and its completely flid me off....so i make a massive effort and basically get pissed on, so i thought whatever i just wont bother then i literally get a text two Min's ago saying i don't make an effort again and I'm not sure whether to text back "What do you mean where is this going...theres nothing here were getting close, let it blossom. Meee not make an effort, your joking right :/ seriously you take the actual piss, Ive dropped so much at the moment just for you to fuck around and treat me like a mug...well i wont be treated like a mug so whatever 'this was' is no more..I'm sick of being pulled along by a string :D" Or just reply with a simple "There is nothing between us, never will be again. Yep i don't make an effort because i just wanted attention." But i don't wanna seem like a bitch, because I'm never like this...people seem to be bumming me off really quickly recently :/ i just need to suck it up and grow a pair i suppose.

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