So heres the low down on the stalker girl the whole thing! its not a lot but....
So it all started few months back
She used to pop up on fb like "Heyyy xxx" the usual how are you and stuff then she asked me to if i have msn i was like yeh...and she kept asking me to go on cam...im all for going on cam i freaking love it, cause its easier to have banter if you see someones face i do it with everyone i talk to...anyway i was like damn my cams broke only works on skype before i knew it shes downloaded skype and wanting my addy *i only said that so i didnt have to go on anymore :\* anyway we were talking on skype and she was asking things like am i homophobic (obv not) and would i care about having a gay friend i explained that my best friend is, so no. she then came out to me....she didnt know about my sexuality so it came to a surprise i only recently been coming out and then she tells me so i was like oh cool, it doesnt bother me at all, im quite glad she trusted me actually...anyway its when she went on to tell me that she thinks im really good looking and hav an amazing personality..im all for flattering and giving someone complements and i was being quite naive just like awhh thankyou,and then turned and said tiff i like you so much, i think i love you....i thought she was joking for a while and then got a bit like shit...she asked me if i would go out with her, i said no sorry i dont swing that way *my excuse at the time* then she said will you ever be interested i was like no im really sorry....we literally said the same thing over and over...she wouldnt give it a rest....She then said just go out with me in secret no one has to know, we dont even have to do anything just go out with me...i was like im not interested...no! anyway it was like that for ages!!!
And she gave me a rest for a while then it started the pretty much stalking....Shes been on holiday for ages with her family (three/four months) and every night id get a private mail, like come on skype so i cant see you (no) come on skype so i can hear you (no) come on skype so i can talk to you (no) come on skype.....(erhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nah.)
Anyway everytime im online she pops up on cat with the same old...havent spoken to you in agessss! we must catch up when i get back...we can like go yours watch a film....like with food and drink (i thought to myself awesome she just wants to be friends) when suddenly.....i still really like you...i was like look....this is gonna sound harsh but you need to know..im never going to be interested, you need to get over me and move on, im not going to go out with you, your a friend that i havent seen for ages, i wouldnt just go out with you...she then told me she started crying (felt like a bitch! and majorly guilty but then i remembered shes like 19!! GET A GRIP! i sound such a bitch)
She then didnt speak for a while and then we did she mentioned the film thing...and was like can we still watch a film at yours and like cuddle and snuggle up...i was like no, ive never done that with just friends...she said she does it all the time...i know she still likes me and i was like im not cuddling you when i know you still like me...its like kind of leading you on. she said would you hug me i said yeh i hug everyone if they want one! she even texts me!! how much does a text cost from france REALLY! she asked if i wanted anything back from france like alcohol...i do nothing like some good booze ;) aha but im giving her no way
Well now shes not leaving me private mails just fb wall posts and likes most pictures....like a lot of status....she driving me crazy... but i agreed that i would meet her when she comes back for just a drink...1 drink! I came out to her and was like i didnt tell you sooner because i wasnt comfortable (i was just didnt want her knowing) she then again asked me out i said no...soz im with someone and i said aha there not out cant say soz.....yesterday she again asked me there name on fb...im officially fucked! im trying to find someone to come with me when i met her, so i can use them as a escape route..but no one wants too :'( it easier to explain in person.....ESSAY
My latest wall post from her :
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