People often say that I'm always smiling and that they've never seen me with a strop on...its true i don't normally get a strop on i get moody and snappy but that's only with people who frequently annoy me...my loved ones mostly! ha ha. Anyway my answer to this is that I'm just so high on life, there nothing i appreciate more than waking up each day not to have a disease or be very ill, I've still got all my close family members, Ive got my friends, and i feel my life is going somewhere....yes i moan like every person in this world, its just who i am, i moan about the silliest of things...like being called a twat by my sister, i moaned for a while then i was like meh, why am i holding about it!
I don't often cry...not that i don't want too, i just find it very personal, and it brings people down, i don't mind people crying round me, i feel that when they do they truly trust me and they've bought the barriers down to me, and that always means a lot, like it does to anyone. being told your trusted or being told a big secret, is such a honour i feel...I've not often come across people that don't trust me, but because I'm so trustworthy i put my barriers up and don't tell my most prized things that are very close and personal to me, that, i can safely say only a few people know, they don't know that they are my biggest secrets and think a lot of people know, but nope only two or three people, so if it sounds big enough to tell you, you must be bloody well worth it in my books!
I always frickin jabber on, ha ha FOOL! but real honesty here, I love my family life, like my family members and my household, I love my friends, not many i can say are true...but college has really shown me who, and just in general, theres so many positive people round me at the moment..that I've gone back to be my old hyper eight year old self again (well i say again, I'm often like that anyway) but.. Im Loving It! (now i fancy a Mc'Donalds...GOOD ONE) ha ha ;) <3
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