I cant even begin to explain all that's happened, its too long, I'm all for writing long blogs but this would take me days, so much has happened, so I'm just going to write about what happened since i remember.
Since the dawn of time my dad has always argued with his ex-wife about there daughter, but anyway. She had a baby called Shannon my little niece, and we've never really been close to my sister things just seemed so distance, she never made an effort. Well she got in touch with the rest of my dad's family and became really close with them, and i would get invited out with them all my family and my sister but my mum dad and other sister would not be invited they told me to be quiet about me meeting them and not tell my parents and they invited me out for an all family meal. I told my parents everything there was no way i was hiding anything, they don't mind me being in touch with my sister they understand shes my sister. i declined the dinner because well it would of been awkward. well my family came in to my work and although my boss would of been completely fine with me taking time out and sitting down speaking to them and speaking to my sister i didn't want too...that's rude and it was awkward, well my nan seemed pissed off that i did so and they all went off, well The PRICK! came in and said a few things with which i was just confused about what he said and he went, my boss who was listening to everything the whole time originally from London peckham himself (where all my family from) and came from out the back to the front where i was standing and just turned to me and said who is that man hes nasty piece of work....well anyway i saw them the whole weekend they were down my parents didn't mind but i still felt harsh...then things got worse. i said to my nan it was uncomfortable and i didn't find it fun at all, but when they left my sister gave me a big hug and said keep in touch.
A few months later my mum got in an argument with my sister...and well since then it got bad...She got married to her partner and we didn't even get invited, the rest of the family did but not us, its bad enough my dad not walking her down the isle but to not be invited was harsh and bitchy then the rest of the family had there little pops at why we weren't there it was my dads daughters wedding and we weren't even there (they seem to not understand we weren't invited)
And recently she just had a baby, and not even told us.
Its safe to say, although your blood, your no part of my family and never will be. I'd love to be in my niece and nephews life, but i guess i cant.
i just wanna cut you from my memory, you bought so much stress!
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