Broadened by her.

They say you learn something new about yourself with every partner you're with. 

I guess with each partner you're with you find that you become stronger and stronger, you get over the heart breaks and over the disagreements you have. You know you no longer care in a relationship when you feel numb to everything they do. 

You can care about what someone does, but trust them enough not to do it. I am also a firm believer in trust is earnt so you can start a relationship with a new slate, and the trust gets bigger with the more you feel comfortable and the more they show you how comfortable there getting. Sometimes things happen and you think damn I don't trust them but then you realise you do. 

I learnt a lot from a few of my most previous relationships. A lot about myself but also a lot about different people circumstances I saw more when I was in relationships. 

I can sit here and say though, that my current relationship has made me realise things about myself, that I didn't think to be true, or i disregarded and ignored. I've really opened up to myself and slowly I'm opening up to her. 

She has made me really open my eyes and realise what is in front of me. I am so lucky with how I live in a world like today. I'm reasonably healthy, but in all I'm more healthy than not. I am 19 and already in my second year of university, I live in one of the most popular cities in the world. I have the biggest support system behind me, starting with my family!! I have friends, although sometimes I feel alone she has made me realise just how many I have got. Most of all though through her showing me how much I have got from other people it made me realise that her, she was a massive part of my life now. She has fully got my back, that sounds weird, saying yeah my gf has my back. Well of course she would thats kind of what she's there for. My gf really out does her self sometimes, and I can never full believe such a genuinely lovely girl like her can be with such a relationship klutz like me. 

I am lucky, so luck to have her. She's shown me so much in the way I feel about things, she has definitely also changed my opinion on certain things and I know look at life as a larger picture. 

I hope that I have done the same for her and have shown her things. 

I just wanna say thank you to my girlfriend for being truly fucking amazing. 

I love you.