Be warmer, give me eyes.

Writing on here isn't for the views, in all honesty no body could visit it and that wouldn't bother me. I'm not here to interest people with my life or enlighten them about myself. You could hate every ounce of shit I write, but I'll always still keep writing.

I come on here to vent, that can be either good or bad. Majority of the time its bad, but recently its been better.

The reason for my sudden more positive writing it because I met someone. wait, not just some ole anybody, I met this beautiful girl. Which if you are a reader of my blog, then hell you'll probably know a hell of a lot about her already.

I simply don't have the time to explain what makes her so amazing, well I do but i better not make you all envious. I sound like such a sop which is a feeling I've not really been used to. Being the sop was never my thing, being that one that doesn't really give a toss about whether you come or go was more my style.

There were a few girls that yeah I regret getting with, I would take back all of them but this one. Okay I wouldn't, they made me grow and each person taught me a new thing every time, I don't mean in the bedroom, I mean in life, everyone has a different story. I got to know lots of stories, i found out about lives that I could only imagine or not imagine in my head.

Girls that I thought would never even look at me, would look. Now that feeling is amazing, having a hot girl approach you in a bar. But above that is having the hottest girl I've been with be with me, and want to spend time with me that isn't just based around drinking and (sorry about this) fucking.

This girl, likes me. Loves me, for me, and thats pretty damn cool. The best thing is she's not a fuck up, she's really smart, okay she doesn't think this so. Which is frustrating because she can't see this spark I see that will push her far, a lot further than I think i'll ever go, but yeah. She's a nice funny decent girl, who doesn't play with my head. Yeah she annoys me at times as I do her, thats normal.

So i've been really down this past week and a bit, and instead of sitting there and just asking me whats wrong, she just acts normal, treats me how she would any other day, which at first I was like "wahh give me something, anything" but after a while I'm glad she hadn't been all whats wrong, talk to me.. that clingy annoying thing girls do sometimes. She let me get on with it and dig myself out of it. We all know the only person who can help themselves, is themselves. I don't know if she did consciously or not, but I wanna thank for it.

So all in all.

My girlfriend is whey much better than of yours.
Even if she points the obvious sometimes. slag.