It's a Simple thing.

So I recently wrote a song for my friend, because she really does mean a lot to me, more than anyone thinks, literally without hesitation would jump in front of a gun for this girl. She has trouble with guys, like most girls, but being such a nice gorgeous girl I don't understand why guys treat her the way they do. She generally is like family to me, without her in my life my life would be infinitely simpler and boring, she brings an excitement and giggle to my days!!

Since being at university its made me appreciate my friends and family back home and just how much everyone did for me that I took for granted.

I've grown up a lot already since being here, and learnt mass amounts about everything, acting, singing, dancing, music, transport, reading people, imagination, films, tv programmes and most importantly myself.

My leading motto in life at the moment, since living in London would be "Just Jump" or "What's the worse that could happen" If you life like this, you'll find yourself taking more risks. Extra hours work, job offers, extra plays etc... If you just go for things "Jumping" you'll benefit yourself in the long run.

Since being here though I have a found I am a lot more in touch and closer to my emotional side, I havent cried so much ever!! So today I listened to an old song I used to listen to all the time back in Summer 2011 -

This song pretty much got me through everything, I didn't think I had a song with this sort of connection, all I have to do is listen to it, and it will either bring a tear to me or a smile.

It makes me think of all the fun times I had and all the giggles, and makes me think.
I wish I could go back... not to that moment in time, because the past is the past.
But
In a sense kind of go back, I want that naivety back and that look on the world that it isn't too cruel, no one can touch me im invincible, my confidence shining bright, my passion still alight.

With so much behind me already, but a thrive to carry on and find the future  let the wind take me in the soft breeze and flutter around like a leaf in spring.

Listening to this song just brings back a range of emotions that I can unleash, it makes me chill and just be filled with the warmth and laughter that, I am a luck girl.
I have my health, I am at University, I live in London, Family that are alive and well, Friends that I love, and I do something I love everyday.

Counting myself one of the fortunate ones of life.
No matter what your deception on my life is think its good or bad or neither nor.
Think what you want to, no one can tell me different.
Well you can.
But, I just wont listen.
Over
&
Out.