So I've managed to keep up with myself at the moment. I'm the happiest I've been in months even though someone I was getting with for ages is now gallivanting off with someone else I don't care, It bothered me at first, now I'm happy about it in a way, I know how much they wanted this person. Now without anyone to worry about I can focus on me. That sounds very self centered and I don't mean it too, but all I'm saying is at the moment I'm more on top of work, I'm recording everything to keep documents to get a better grade for college, and I'm in general making documents of everything! its great. I'm writing on here more, I'm singing more than ever, and I see my friends all the time, its amazing that with a little motivation and a shit start how far it can bring you. So if this is me not really focusing on myself then imagine what I can do and how far I can come if I do.These past few weeks I've had stepping stones I thought wouldn't come along till I'm at least in my 30's.
Okay my rooms a mess, I cant keep up with my washing, and I've let myself go a bit(becoming more of a chubby chubster...bring on the pies and chins, yay)
I've never felt closer with my sister. we sat for a full two/three hours on the kitchen floor last night giggling and laughing and chatting, it was so much fun!
I've said for ages how I have wanted to get back to the old Tiff, and I was going to write..I'm back..but I'm not, this is a whole new me, I'm sometimes a little moody and my levels are up and down but at the moment although sometimes i may snap I'm actually the happiest I've ever been.
I have family to thanks for this. Friends to thanks for this. Everything.
<3
Pure Truth.
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