Feelings.

You know when you start to talk to someone and you get that fire in your belly and that tingling across just every inch of your body. 

They wont leave your mind, and there perfume stays lingering around your clothes and nostrils for what feels like forever.

You can just see them in your mind smiling, there eyes lighting up and the way there hair sits.

You can still hear the echo of the laugh round your brain and it makes you happy.

You start to realise that you have a crush. 

Feelings.

When is the right time to tell someone, that they make you smile, laugh and they genuinely just make you happy. You enjoy there company and spending time with them.

You feel happy around them and you wanna spend all the time in the world with them. 

I recently had this feeling all over my body..

The rush of heat that would surround my body as soon as she'd walk in a room, the way that I could never take my eyes off her, I'd never directly look at her, but always in the corner of my vision there she was. 

Her eyes, were the key to her soul. You can look at them and just see so much depth. 

Well.. I did that stupid thing of telling her how I feel and now, yeah I ruined it. 

I still get every single feeling I felt before, but when you feel someone quite clearly backing away from you its hard not to get frustrated and annoyed with yourself. 

Fuck It.. 

No longer over thinking this shit, what happens, happens. Nothing I do or say will prevent from whatever is happening to happen.