I can feel myself spiraling down quickly in to a short span of depression, where my life is over taken more by the negatives and hardly a breath of fresh air for the positive for them unable to see the light. With a constant storm hanging over my shoulders and caressing my body into a trance of miserable, dull, detached characteristics.
The glint and sparkle that attached itself to my body, currently masked over by a disapproving/disappointing figure and imagination, the person I thought I was is here no longer.
Each time someone get hurts, it takes a piece of there sole and adds a numb factor. Things you've been told and Lies that you've heard making it all seem fine and dandy leaves you humiliated and left for sore.
Each person turns to be the same and every recurring dream suddenly seems insane. With a little child in our body's, growing and learning. We just learn how to lie, to cheat, to fake a smile, to fake every little detail in our entire self. We get better at hiding our true emotions and put this barrier up.
The barrier that started with something as little as Lego blocks, not heavy to eventually a cement wall, basically impossible to get down. Watching each different person try and letting them think there getting by, until the very last moment when it rebuilds itself but stronger and bigger.
The glint and sparkle that attached itself to my body, currently masked over by a disapproving/disappointing figure and imagination, the person I thought I was is here no longer.
Each time someone get hurts, it takes a piece of there sole and adds a numb factor. Things you've been told and Lies that you've heard making it all seem fine and dandy leaves you humiliated and left for sore.
Each person turns to be the same and every recurring dream suddenly seems insane. With a little child in our body's, growing and learning. We just learn how to lie, to cheat, to fake a smile, to fake every little detail in our entire self. We get better at hiding our true emotions and put this barrier up.
The barrier that started with something as little as Lego blocks, not heavy to eventually a cement wall, basically impossible to get down. Watching each different person try and letting them think there getting by, until the very last moment when it rebuilds itself but stronger and bigger.
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