Monday, 30 January 2012

Dumb Idiot.

When I was young I went to a private school, where they mostly concentrated on the girls they knew were coming back next year, rather than just everyone, leaving me to slip well below average.
I got tested for dyslexia and had number of tutors for different aspects of school. Going from special needs in learning to one of the top in my class. Due to this stopped tutoring leaving me to slip and be just the average. 
Until i got to college. I've recently been writing an essay for part of coursework and it's not until my teacher pointed out little things that made me feel dumb, her turning to me and asking whether I've been dyslexia tested. I have that's the thing, im just a general idiot. She then proceeds to say well you could either get it again as there lots of levels but then if our not you have to live with the fact that, well...Im a general idiot.

This isn't much of a deal for someone. Me it is. People have just been like just get the dyslexia test so what if you're not. Well if im not it just means im a fucking moron. People don't seem to understand, If you have difficulty doing certain things and you have dyslexia you get extra time on examines and they help you. Me that's not so, im just branded as an idiot with no help.


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