Thursday, 18 August 2011

Whynow!

I haven't felt like this in a long time and i don't know why i feel like this, but i loose hope and drive to do anything and just want to either lay in bed all day eating ice cream and crying or sleep in the bath. its my dads birthday tomorrow and i will be happy around him but i was gonna go see a friend, I'm not sure whether to go or sit in and be a miserable little fuck, it just seems like a routine at the moment i just need to wipe this slate start fresh. i wanna move out of eastbourne so bad not because of the people, i just need...Change? i wanna fend myself...i found out today some friends of mine have got in to uni and I'm so happy for them, yeah ill miss them like anybody else...lol, i wrote all that shit ^ then started to chirp up a bit, my god I'm on a fucking roller coaster right now! guess who's back, yes that will be my stalker :| these texts are making me cringe...

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